我会说byebye

I went out with Patricia yesterday. Nothing heavy, it was a simple day and I enjoyed it. I listened to her Genting story and we had food and we went esplanade roottop. Nothing much yesterday, I gave my brain a rest. I don’t feel like posting pictures, I just don’t feel like.

You knew I will blog right.

Yes, I wonder how many times I’ve started my blog this way but according to Liangpopo, I did that a hundred times. I chatted with Liangpopo today. I called her to see how we’re going to do the present for Ms Hazel. We chatted. We always start our chat from nowhere, chat for the sake of chatting but topics will just flow the way. I wonder how it will it be like to chat with you for the sake of chatting. I won’t be awkward with liangpopo because we always do that. She told me things that she never said.

Nobody is supportive of my smart. Not Celine. Not Patricia. Not Liangpopo too. She says it’s okay but I overdo it. Perhaps, I should really heed her advice. 2009 should be a less smart year. It really daunted on me because Ms.L said that. She said both of us changed to become very different. I knew we were not the same; we were very different, in terms of thoughts and all. Yet we are friends. True ones. I was just thinking and thinking. I changed. I was one of those active people, those ra-ra ones, I’m sociable and all. She said that I’m more of introvert now. I see her becoming an extrovert and becoming more introvert. I changed, I truly did. She said smart was the reason. ‘

I told her about the newly born XMAN. MsX calls him x2man. I realized I said MsX name a lot of times in our chat.

我们聊了假设性的问题等等等
我们也聊到了过客
现在的你们都早已成为过客了
你， 你，你也会是我的过客
或许吧，我从来没有敞开心房吗？
因为小椅子的位置有限
所以我很排斥让人有取代的机会
过客。我会成为你的过客吗？
不安与恐慌或许是瞬间的
就像我的喜欢一样，是瞬间的
那瞬间一过，剩下的不堪回首。
过客不过客是在于人的努力吧
可是如果努力去维持一段关系
那是很痛苦的，那何不让往事随风，
让遗憾的美丽停在那里呢？
我很珍惜我们现在所有的
因为我不知道它会不会像摩天轮一样
转一圈就完了。摩天轮会一直的转，
但是有谁会一直在你每一圈都出现？
又会有谁会加入你，又有谁会离开你？
离开的我可以假装坚强的说byebye
但是进来的，我会说hello吗？